Gradients
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Imperfections
Imperfections shape us. Imperfections follow us around wherever we roam. And it is always entailed by the struggles in our lives. Struggles shape us too.
Inevitableness of Life
Being excited and scared at the same time of uncertainties that hold us, that fix us to positions we may never able to calculate of our 'self' — that makes my life ticking, your life moving slowly
Let It Be
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Repetition
Life seems to be stuck in a loop of some form. Your existence cannot get out of it.
Rush Hours as time streams itself
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Alienation
Alienation, one of the zones in your mind-cave. You feel you are some kind of superficial entity pondering about changes — of beliefs, of societies, of family. Moreover of individualism in introspective.
Hanging By The Wire - Picture taken by me (Paradox)
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It's Cold Inside Me
It's raining the whole day. I asked her out for coffee but couldn't meet. Due to rain the plan was cancelled. Our ending is coming soon. It's inevitable. Life's like that. :)
It’s cloudy and dark and raining
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Kafkaesque
The world is bizarre, especially when you have to face the bureaucratic nature of reality itself. Everywhere you go, you feel you are tamed by the system, chaining you time and again like someone is holding up a vicious monster inside a cave. You are caged no matter how free you feel.
Picture extracted from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wkPR4Rcf4ww
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Nowhere and Somewhere
There's bliss in solitude. There's no love like self-love. After all, 'self' is what matters. The Self Is Contagious.
On June 20, 2019, when the clock hits 5:15pm in my mobile, when I am all by myself
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Remembrance
Life is beautiful and joyous during childhood. As children, we think we can conquer the world, but somewhere between childhood and adulthood, our enthusiasm to dream big are squashed.
Remember the time when you were out there on a cricket field, wicket-keeping and suddenly your mouth bled like someone invisible is sipping life right from you?
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Disappointment
You think your life is a big disappointment in every aspect. Just try to embrace that and do things that you feel satisfied with.
The audio version can be found in my “thought-cast” here:
Disappointment | Coffee with Nish | Episode 7
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Dear Guitar
An ode to my guitar written when I was in Amman, Jordan, feeling stressed from work and missing the guitar.
Dear Guitar, Missing me? I know you are. But I am not Wait! Maybe just a little! Without you, My mind has become a rot Sitting here Alone in this room In a foreign nation I miss your creation All the rhythms and the motions Music without explanation And the...
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A Strange Loop
You are really strange. You are a strange loop.
I don’t know why I feel empty today. Today was a good “stressful” day for me. Met Aurora without any plans.
That will be a story for some other day, some other time and mood. It was a good feeling to meet her! PERIOD!
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Breaking Out of The Loop
Some things I have jolted down from personal experiences.
{ Header picture: A spiral animation generated from my personal animation library “Panim”}
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Choices
Maybe life is all about choices, goals, wishes, and changes.
{ Header picture: Captured by Me at Sauraha, Chitwan dated around July, 2018 }
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Temptation
Everyone has their part of being happy and sad at the same time. I guess, we are all inevitable...
{ Picture: Captured by Me(Paradox) at Dead Sea, Jordan, 2019 }
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Phasing Out
In the distant darkness, you cannot feel me. I am an observer you cannot see with your eyes.
In the distant darkness
You cannot feel me.
You cannot touch me.
Can you see me?
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